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this is story of me

Word's can't describe how much i miss we all do
i still remember the day i found out
I was sitting in my room
Early in the morning around quarter to 8
I was on the net [فقط العضوات المسجلين والمفعلين يمكنهم رؤية الوصلات . إضغط هنا للتسجيل]
My mum;my sis
they came into my room
sat dowen on my bed
And my sis burst into tears
mum: am afraid i've cot some bad news
Amillion situiation ran through my mind
But never this one
Your cousin commited suicide yesterday
Her voice was muffled by tears
but the words were so clear to me
i burst into tears
i cried my eyes out
i went to college
i just cried in evry class
i didn't understand it
i was talking to her on sunday
on monday
she is gone
in my heart she is with me but, that's not the same
as talking face to face or huggin her
She was my best friend
why? ;i still don't understand
I'm never afraid to cry
The first two week's
I cried my self to sleep
Every single person in the family misses you millions
The funeral was hard
But the Burial
That was worse
Seeing you lowered into the ground
Knowing
That you were never coming back
I just cried
cried so hard
Things have been hard
since you left
I haven't been the same
I've done stupid thing's
Thinking they would help
But, they really didn't
I'm sorry for been stupid
Ijust love you so much
I miss you so much too